I'm waiting for a sale to happen while I'm doing my absolute best in saving the money I have gotten to make sure I can get that tablet I want.

And drawing daily is going really well, I just hope that any other drawing can be finished digitally later on.

What else can I say... As I know, there won't be any Halloween party this year, therefor I won't be dressing up this year... Reminds me how I should go out and meet new people, I mean despite being shy and introverted, I'm not that much of those and can talk with people.

Another thing it reminds me of is how I haven't dressed up as much as Roy in years, and while I don't plan on abandoning him, I do plan to make a new improved head when I'm capable to and will be selling the old head.

For more info, see here: https://twitter.com/CyborgLucario/status/1584468972103405570?t=9NPMXkDm6bEPc3LxgOMQ0Q&s=19

I haven't made a journal this whole month as I didn't know what would happen this month, but I can say that while I was worried that the money I got so far from the WG donation drive will be going to taxes instead of the tablet I need, it turned out I read it wrong and I will be paying the taxes later, but I do wonder if I can afford the tablet.

You can still donate to the drive if you want to see me make digital art again. If you want to that is.

This week is also my last week at my work training location.

I have no idea if I will be at a different location or whatever else will happen. I really hope the next meeting I will be at will lead to somewhere good as I'd rather want a real job rather than more work training or whatever else they got for activities.

Moments like this makes me wish that I got a computer again and I could make money out of streaming (my main reason for streaming would still be to play more games).

But after the last week I will probably get some kind of long break which I could need.

I really hope October can make things better for me.

It's August and I'm still without a working computer, but the weight gain drive I'm running is going well, but I haven't reached the goal yet of this drive or gotten up to the €250 needed for the tablet I need to start drawing and colouring digitally again, but you can help that make it a possibilty if you want, plus you get to fatten up Cyborg-Lucario and his girlfriend, Roxane. X3

The current deadline is the seventh of August, this Sunday. Let's see how big they will be by the end of it. :3

Anything else? On a more personal level, I have been on meetings regarding work and I'm still unsure if they count as real work, but showing my artwork to them (not ALL of them) they did say that we can come up with how much I want to be at whatever workplace I would go to so I can focus more on drawings and writing.

I also don't think I have said it here, but I have gotten help with signing up for fundings to buy a new computer, but I will only know what's happening with that in October or December, you know, bureaucracy takes such a long time.

Other than that I don't know what's gonna happen this month, hopefully it will go well.

Hi, I would just like to remind people that my weight gain drive for Cyborg-Lucario and Roxane is still ongoing over at Twitter.

I do post the progress on other places like here.

And I may have posted the link to my Ko-fi page on each part, but I may have forgotten to say that to say that if you're gonna donate, tell me in the donation message for who should be gaining weight from each cup. Or if you buy an even number it you could make both gain weight from them. It all depends on whether you want a larger Lucario or a larger Cinderace.

Original tweets: https://twitter.com/BigGnollQueen/status/1545457974969262080?t=3Sn0bwmqNkfqMbvVg42RyQ&s=19

https://twitter.com/BigGnollQueen/status/1546888268263866371?t=g34oRTKONJSH2PSwXdzF_A&s=19

https://twitter.com/BigGnollQueen/status/1547299545993838592?t=94ok6tneGu6ERQChgJtxwg&s=19

Donation link here: https://ko-fi.com/cyborglucario

The deadline is July 31st, let's see how large this lovely couple will be.

I want to get straight to the point, after months of being part of a friend activity that stressed everyone, making me finally jump out of mt IRL friend group yesterday (July 3rd).

Despite everything, we still parted on good terms, but it also meant I had to hand back the computer I was borrowing, meaning I won't be able ro digitise my drawings, but I can still sketch and ink digitally, which means I can do those for commissions.

I also try to find a good way to raise money for a tablet that was recommended to me. I need to raise at least €200 for it, but I really need to think of a good way to do it, aside from commissions, Patreon and my merch stores.

I hope to announce something to later that could help help raising enough for that tablet, with getting a new computer coming later.

Patreon: https://www.patreon.com/CyborgLucario?ty=h

Ko-fi: http://ko-fi.com/cyborglucario

Gumroad: https://gumroad.com/jackalland

Redbubble: https://www.redbubble.com/people/Cyborg-Lucario/shop?asc=u

Teepublic: http://tee.pub/lic/0PMOekCYlSQ

I hope you will all have a good day my friends.

Hello everybody, Happy Pride month, make sure to keep yourselves safe as well as be respectful to each others.

Though the month is nearing it's end and there's a reason why I haven't made this journal earlier is due to something that started last month, something I have mentioned on Twitter and some friends, but let me say that in my irl friendgroup, the one in charge of our Discord server and the one who organize most of the things we're part of, but he felt like he still felt lonely and didn't get what he want (in general) and therefor put us all on tasks to see how good we are as friends, through methods that others I personally told to said was either very weird or came off as that friend is an assholem because I end up being in long calls where nothing is going forward, which is not helped by me freezing in places or doing something wrong.
Recently I we did at least came up with a deal where I didn't have to be in any calls and I can actually focus on my own projects, as long as I do something with the tasks.
He said that I'm free to suggest better benefitting deals, but the tricky part is to make sure it actually benefits both of us.

I do get why people would feel sorry for me, but I'm not the only one going through stuff.

It's gonna be Midsummer too, which hopefully means something fun. Maybe I'll be invited to the family for something fun?

Oh right, the Heavenly Kyuubi comic is starting to pick up again and I only got a few pages left and find a place to host it (again, it will be available for free) and I hope you will all like it once it's out.

And I may not have mentioned it earlier, but I got a Retrospring page where you're all free to ask me about any of my characters. https://retrospring.net/CyborgLucario

I hope what remains of June will be going well for me, and that eventually, the book I finished will finally get accepted by a publisher.

How are you all doing?

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Good morning or day everybody. It's now the 1st of May which means it's my birthday today!
Who could believe that this Lucario/Feraligatr/jackal/gnoll/robot animal would be 33 years old?

I don't know what to expect from today, good things I guess since I have already gotten a really cool drawing from a friend who commissioned someone to draw, as well as another who wrote me a short story.

The Heavenly Kyuubi comic is still in the process and hopefully I will get that one finished this month unless something happens that delays it further (something I hope won't happen).

With that said, I wish you all a good day today!

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I didn't think I would need to do another update journal this month, but... I'm having some expensive fees this month and will have to do some commission works. This may push the comic process further, but hey, as long as I'm able to afford vaccinations for my cat despite the fees and bills, I should be doing fine.

And when it comes to my birthday, I'm not sure what to expect, but it could turn out fine, as long as I get something I will be fine. (And if the eason finale releases on my birthday, then that would make that day awesome. X3 )

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I know it's late for a monthly update journal, but here it is.

First off, work training/practice at the city farm is going well though it did remind me how little time I got at home to work on my own projects, which is why I have been slow with the Heavenly Kyuubi comic (I do usually make updates on that project over at Twitter).
Another reason is that I have taken part in Helluva Loona Week, which you may have noticed, which I enjoyed as I love Loona.

I still hope that I might finish the comic before the end of April, but I will apologise if that doesn't happen.

I have no plans for an easter pic, mostly due to a backlot of drawings that I need to also finish, but it might be fun to make one.

As for other things... my birthday is as usual on the 1st of May, but I have no ideas what to expect for it, probably the usual with people visiting me, or lately, having to go to a limited garden party because too many people in my apartment can't be good during these times.
But if I at least get something nice for my birthday, then it should be a good one I guess?

Returning to the topic of Heavenly Kyuubi, I'm interested to hear what you think of that setting and characters? I do hope you will like the comic pilot once it comes out.

There's also lots of games that's out which I want, but my budget won't allow me to buy them all, though I guess I still got games to finish, I just need to find the time and prioritise myself better.

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Good day, it's in the middle of March (or close to it) and there's a few things I'd like to say.

First off, while I may admit work on the Heavenly Kyuubi comic is slow, I have still managed to draw several pages for it, but there's still more to come. Expect it to likely be released sometime in April.

Another thing is that it's possible I will be paying a lot in taxes, I may need to do some more commission works to ensure me and my cat will have enough to manage after I get to pay for my bills.
Contact me if interested in one.

On a lighter news, me and my irl friends have finally started playing D&D again on the weekends, while I may not be working on the comic on these days of the week, it's good to take a break from drawing and hang out with friends.

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